Let everyhing that has breath praise the Lord! psalms 150:6

2010-11-23T01:12:00.002+08:00

Guessed this is the max limitation!

If treated as this, so be it!

it dont worth so much of effort..

2010-11-17T17:11:00.002+08:00

Unless you know who you are then you can be who you are!

Revelation 1:5b

To Him who loves us and had freed us from our sin by His blood.

who am I？　

1.) someone who loved by Jesus Christ

2.) someone who has been freed from my sins!

:)

2010-11-05T09:53:00.001+08:00

Ｙou make your friend look like a fool!
let's go fool, stop fooling around! :)

Whatever attitude!

2010-11-04T15:50:00.005+08:00

In the car last week, you said you would not be going on thurs cos you got lesson ( i thought u were really fix on your stand)...

Today, when asked you said, you will be going cos you got team dinner and you didnt bother to inform...

This is the "attitude" that I was always saying..

You just felt good with ones and forget the others...

According to your feeling, everything will flow...

Well, enjoy your day then!!

Stay cool!! Impt part is being angry will not change anyone!

And we cant control what others do or choose!

Enjoy the holiday, people! :)

2010-11-03T12:46:00.003+08:00

Head line of Yahoo News today :

Thousands late for work over iPhone glitch

When I read the news, I was thinking about we human being! Somehow lifestyle had changed over the years! I just cant imagine that people are making a big fuss about iphone software not working and throwing all the responsible for being late due to the software.

Sometimes, We forgot to be thankful!

To be honest, I think iphone is really helpful to me!!!

But sometimes, we are so dependant on technologies which allow us to become lazier and complaisance.

So it is all back to attitude and balance in life!

What's attitude are you having??

How you see your life in this world?

2010-10-31T00:26:00.002+08:00

Do you have friends?

Do you have expectation of your friends?

If one day, no longer, you can trust, will you choose to love?

2010-10-23T22:42:00.005+08:00

More than few words to describe everything that were happening
yet it was just part of His work that all are happening.

Anyway, a good day people!

Seek the Lord, and God will give us our desire!

never knew what it mean until experiencing it! :)
Cool!

2010-10-21T10:31:00.003+08:00

From Living Life, 21 October 2010,

Psalm 103: 3

" He forgives all my sins and heals all my diseases."

I felt much better after I prayed with this verse!

I believed I will be well by evening so that I can join in the fun in hiphop class with you:)

She is Jiayi, my friend.

2010-10-20T18:18:00.003+08:00

Today I brought tian xing to my house cos we were early for kid kampong outing! Haha! I think my mum like him! When I was sending him home, we took a cab, the driver was my uncle' church friend! Haha! It was amazing trip, I sensed that there is a deep purpose for this!:) after that, I walked joyce to interchange, and while we were waiting for bus 196/ 197, cos I was planning to go gym, and I was eating hot dog bun!! Guess who I saw??? Yujie!! Haha!!! btw I'm not afraid of her, I just respecting her!! Anyway I'm not scolded cos she didn't see lol! But in the end , I didn't go gym, she said I'm sick so can't go! Since, I'm suppose to meet her at 8pm anyway, so I end up in her house! Haha! God was good! He had all my day planned for me! Haha it was sweet, that yujie said that i needed vitamin C, Yu ruo offered her organic lollipop containing vitamin C to me ! Haha yujie insist of cooking lol haha! Oh that banana ice cream was yummy!! Haha!

Anyway I'm happy:) I prayed everyday I can experience God's lead in every
Moment! Staying Good attitude no matter what !!

In the bus full of children, Yong qi shouted " wishing (Iris) ah yi＂ followed by Yong en ahaha and they caught my attention!... my future children must be well train in this too!!

this banana ice cream, you will sure like it!

I dunno why "he" like to sit around me! ( i think he love my half eaten hot dog bun in my bag) but i finally know why i dont like "him" at 1st sight! Cos it look like a cat! lol I think "he" is more mature now! "he" is not as high as "he" used to which is good!Dinner! It is as good as normal stuff i ate! so ya! With love, everything will be good! i guess so! :)

2010-10-17T22:23:00.002+08:00

To a point I dont understand yet I want to choose to believe and trust!

Jesus teach me how to lead!

I can do whatever i need to do in life :)

2010-10-16T23:15:00.001+08:00

I had a good day for my God is with me!

Monday is coming!

I shall not fear :)

2010-10-15T21:02:00.002+08:00

Guard my heart, Lord!　＜３

especially when time, i dont understand why.

Okay. Let's go sleep. tmr still need to go work at 8am! :)

2010-10-15T09:41:00.003+08:00

His ideas was an award winning idea lo! but someone had thought of it and won a silver award last year at one of the TKY competition!

haha! to be truthful, Im not really sad but excited!

Cos if God can give me an idea that award winning, mean He can give me many more! :)

He just want me to learn to believe in Him and myself!

so now,

Just has to ask and wait for and believe Him.

yay! more ideas are coming on itself way!

for now, I will help my sis to brush up her idea.

Anyway her idea was selected by TP!

Just be joyful in whatever situation I am:) Stay excited! :)

2010-10-13T22:59:00.002+08:00

Ｉ　ｃａｎ　ｄｏ　ｗｈａｔｅｖｅｒ　Ｉ　ｎｅｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｄｏ　ｉｎ　ｌｉｆｅ！
Cos God put them in my life and He know me the best :)

Let's Go， Iris!　

2010-10-09T22:46:00.002+08:00

I almost gave up at that point when I tried.

I almost threw my temper again when an attitude was given

But I didnt, cos I know if I do, I fall into Satan's trap again like what's keli said.

keli said I can change the ending of the song!

rather take it as it was.

It was tough for me! I looked stupid to all yet I didnt want to give up!

I hang on alone! and .......

Let's God decide on the ending!

2010-10-08T21:20:00.002+08:00

I'm goin gym tmr so if you want.. dorp me an msg!

if it is God's will, you will see it... :)

2010-10-08T11:33:00.002+08:00

那一年默默无言只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经不再精彩
你害怕结局所以拼命伤害
说是我挡住你的美好未来
你坚决不希望我等待
我便默默的让你走开................

I'm happy I was joyful n not affected ytd night!

I'm happy God was with me :)

I'm happy there is a few peoples who shared all this with me! :)

yay! I hope i pass the "test"

vote for one!

2010-10-06T00:26:00.007+08:00

2010-09-29T23:23:00.003+08:00

Since young, I was told to stop biting my nail.. but it was hard for me to stop cos it was a habit to me!

I bite it when

nervous... esp before a presentation
thinking for ideas....
sad...
It is a bit long
excited....
planning something special...

overall when my nails were gone, something must had happened.

There was once a guy told me that his ex gf made him stop biting nails and I think maybe he love her so he kicked this habit off his life! Power of love wo! So one day he told me , he can made me stop biting my nail! lol He failed! I bet he was disappointed! that same power was not working at all between us!

Anyway, recently, I decided to try stop biting my nail.. because of Love too!! not to him, but to GOd! I want to try this Power of Love method! lol I love God so I will try not to bite..

I'm blogging because I scared I will back out with this! Jiayou Iris :)

2010-09-23T13:46:00.002+08:00

Many yet none.

Lost yet Found.

Giving up yet preserving.

know yet not sure.

Understand yet disagreed.

sure yet holding back.

Joyful yer emptied.

want yet dont want

here yet where?

so is what?

hahaha..

Only God knows and i will follow.

His Love

2010-09-20T12:52:00.002+08:00

give thanks to God but not me:)

I really hope God will work amg us today so that we can taste His goodness!! :)
I'm doin it cos God had sent someone who had done them on me! :)
Im just passing down His love:)

2010-09-18T01:52:00.003+08:00

The least that can be done is be there for this warrior!
I will learn!

2010-09-17T15:33:00.001+08:00

就是忘记背后,努力面前的,
向著标竿直跑,要得神在基督耶稣里从上面召我来得的奖赏

腓立比书 3:13-14

2010-09-17T10:17:00.006+08:00

Moving on with His Lead.

I had so much to share cos I'm experience God's deep work in me recently...

To be exact with how I felt recently...

It seem like i had found a fighting warrior who used to fight with me for God, lost. maybe Dead somewhere. I tried going back to find this warrior.. ya i did found this warrior blinded and lost in a forest which this warrior was able to hide from the rains.

I saw the environment was not that best for this warrior yet this warrior insisted that place is the best this warrior had came across and willing to settle there.

Actually This forest is filled with traps and animals waiting to eat this warrior up,

we all around see how danger it was for this warrior to stay back, yet none of us able to convince.

By staying back to help, I got myself wounded and it wont help to have two wounded warriors.

So I decided to move on to fight and goin back to HQ for help.

Once a fightin warrior buddy, it is forever. Once a while, I will still come by to see if this warrior is willing to get back join in back the troop. By now, hope that the warrior is back in the team:)

Heart is where God is looking... we might be doing alot of thing to serve God.. yet where is our heart? Are we beating for Him? if our heart is not right, all we do are useless!! :)

2010-09-17T09:56:00.002+08:00

My thought

I heard of a case whereby a boy committed suicide due to family. First time, our meeting was so united in silence. As a social worker, community work, someone who work on society's need, I believe this is one of the ending that we didn't want it to happen.

I agreed with them, what we had learnt, we should not just applied in our 8am to 5pm timing, treating this job as a job.. If we care more, we might avoid some tragedies to happen. I don't mean that we can help all, Cos God is in control. But how many times, did we really pay attention to the symptoms of it happening.. but just taking situation for granted that it will be alright? cos nothing happened yet!

I do miss paying attention to symptoms of something is happening. or giving a heck care attitude. It is never too late to learn from mistake so I will pay careful attention to all symptoms and at least bring it to God as prayer :)
As for you, what are you goin to do, if this applied to you?

End of the day, God is in control! :)

we learnt and we grow stronger in Him.

2010-09-17T09:35:00.003+08:00

I am amazed that i didnt have much reaction but rather accepting the fact real fast. Cos I understand God's plan in ECSS. As most of you knows, I dislike classroom talk, but on wed, I heard some news from joi that we supposed to be running classroom talk. It is just news to me cos my boss didnt say anything to me yet. ( still having a hope that it is not truth) But ytd before I went to work, I had prepared myself for this task that God is goin to give me. It is a surprise test to me cos the "topic" of the test is given to me like 2 hours before hand. hahaa

Anyway, we all thought that the best class will be the easiest class to lead.. so i took the 1st class, Joi took the 2nd class...Roy 3rd class and our expert Jason took the most challenging class. it came out to be the opposite haha! My class had the most no of students.. and they are clever (act) ..But I survived on my part of doin talk. I think i had at least pass my "heart" test for classroom talk ba.. I know "test" will get harder each time, but God, no assembly talk, please! lol at least not so soon k!!

Happy!

happy days!

2010-09-13T11:41:00.004+08:00

I made a decision on sat, part of the reason that me so dizzy that whole night that I went to sleep straight without doing the flag day powerpoint... cos i really cant think anymore...
lol but I was much clear what I did after that.. and I'm really joyful on sun! :) I hope I will be joyful throughout my lifetime:) I believe that by seeking God 1st, HE will lead you through :)

After so long, I really enjoyed dance this week... more amazing is I'm not aching!!!! I think it is the well warm up session we had. Though there are so many uncertain .. the people who are joining and all detail.. worrying that we wont reach on time, worrying we cant take the training, worrying everything under the sun..lol But God was good! He sent people around me to help me, encourage me.. I'm really looking forward to next next week dance lesson n fellowship!!! lol

happy day! :)

2010-09-10T16:37:00.002+08:00

In morning, to be truthful, it was disappointing.... but.. when God got into the picture... it will turn the situation.

Anyway, I had been emotional this week.. which is good! Cos God is trying to tell me I m "not well" in a sense, which i need to pay attention to this part of my life... after hearing to sermon by Joyce Meyer, I believe that it is good for me to see all this imperfect part of me, so that i can change and pass " my test" and level up! lol

Anyway I'm better after listening to sermon, but while i was sending email just now,
God told me, " I love you no lesser than your neighbour, I allow this to happened to let you see what's in you!" I believe that if i let God to work on my weakness, I can be a better vessel for Him to use..in greater way to glorify Him.. thought it is tough, but i will preserve till I see Your Face.

JiaYou! :)

2010-09-10T14:17:00.002+08:00

http://forum.anointedyouth.org/advice-encouragement/19947-sharing-truth-non-believer.html
http://www.fusion101.com/guide/dating_non_christians.htm

This website has good example of ＢＧＲ! Go take a look!

As the world is coming to the end, we really need to guard our heart, real hard! Be alert! :)
For Satan out there are twisitng His word from black to white, making you believe that it is okay since everyone is doing it so now knowing His word is no longer using but living it out will make an impact in this world.
The world are changing, there are alot of influences through the games, TV, movies, magazine, newspaper, we cant admit that all this are really an big impact on the youth's concept n thinking.
Things are changes, are we changing with them? I myself thinks that our stand and belief shall not waver.that the methods of showing our stand n belief can be changes.

So now, if one day something happened to us, we know the word of God, but will we stand firm? if we cant say yes now, most prob we will fall when it come cos our mind dunno what are standing on! We need to be firm! it better to offend man than God! :)

It is worst if we are in the mid, half with God and half with the world... cos it is like lukewarm, it will be out of God's mouth!

I dont want to be neither cold or hot! God help me! change me each day gently :) so that i can glorify you yet not plead man :)

,

2010-09-08T12:18:00.004+08:00

Thousand and one reasons i didnt want to do it

yet for just one reason i went to do it..

When you asked me what are the thousand and one reasons, I was out of word, cos i know deep in all my thousand and one reasons are selfish cos it was how i felt, it was "I" in front of the 1001 reasons. then how can i said it to you. I bet you thought it was you that cause the 1001 reasons?

I'm selfish, yet i want to learn to be selfless n choose to love :)

Dont say that Im good or selfless..

No one is in this world is except God.

but we are all learning.

f anyone out there telling you are good or selfless because what you did,

i think he get it wrong,

we know what is in us, didnt we? Just that no one dare to say it out loud.

because all we can do are really grace by God,

our brain, hand, our everything was given by Him.

Let us find comfort from His word and not what man tell us for it will perish with this world yet God's word will last forever! :) Jiayou, Iris! Jiayou, everyone.

2010-09-08T00:32:00.005+08:00

Article from allaboutgod.com

True Friendship - Recognition
How can we find true friendship in this often phony, temporary world? Friendship involves recognition or familiarity with another's personality. Friends often share likes and dislikes, interests, pursuits, and passion.

How can we recognize potential friendship? Signs include a mutual desire for companionship and perhaps a common bond of some kind. Beyond that, genuine friendship involves a shared sense of caring and concern, a desire to see one another grow and develop, and a hope for each other to succeed in all aspects of life. True friendship involves action: doing something for someone else while expecting nothing in return; sharing thoughts and feelings without fear of judgment or negative criticism.

True Friendship - Relationship, Trust, Accountability
True friendship involves relationship. Those mutual attributes we mentioned above become the foundation in which recognition transpires into relationship. Many people say, "Oh, he's a good friend of mine," yet they never take time to spend time with that "good friend." Friendship takes time: time to get to know each other, time to build shared memories, time to invest in each other's growth.

Trust is essential to true friendship. We all need someone with whom we can share our lives, thoughts, feelings, and frustrations. We need to be able to share our deepest secrets with someone, without worrying that those secrets will end up on the Internet the next day! Failing to be trustworthy with those intimate secrets can destroy a friendship in a hurry. Faithfulness and loyalty are key to true friendship. Without them, we often feel betrayed, left out, and lonely. In true friendship, there is no backbiting, no negative thoughts, no turning away.

True friendship requires certain accountability factors. Real friends encourage one another and forgive one another where there has been an offense. Genuine friendship supports during times of struggle. Friends are dependable. In true friendship, unconditional love develops. We love our friends no matter what and we always want the best for our friends.

True Friendship - Examples of Real Friendship
True friendship stories are found throughout the Bible. In Genesis 18:17-33, we read about God sharing His intentions with Abraham. Abraham responds by telling God his thoughts and feelings about the situation. God and Abraham are able to do this because they trust and respect each other.

First Samuel 20 focuses on the friendship of David and Jonathan. These two men truly cared for each other and had great trust and confidence in one another. David was running for his life from Jonathan's father, Saul. Jonathan recognized that David was innocent. Because of the true friendship they shared, David survived Saul's assassination attempts and went on to become one of Israel's greatest kings.

Real and true friendship involves freedom of choice, accountability, truth, and forgiveness. Peter and Jesus give us this example: Peter, afraid for his life after Jesus is led away from the Garden of Gethsemane, denies knowing Jesus (John 18). As He is led away by His accusers, Jesus casts a look toward Peter that says, "I knew you would deny Me, and I forgive you" (John 21).

Real friendship looks at the heart, not just the "packaging." Genuine friendship loves for love's sake, not just for what it can get in return. True friendship is both challenging and exciting. It risks, it overlooks faults, and it loves unconditionally, but it also involves being truthful, even though it may hurt. Genuine friendship, also called "agape" love, comes from the Lord. The Lord Jesus calls us His friends and He laid down His life for us (John 15).

Relationships in real life involve different levels of friendships, and that's okay. But humans are designed by God for lasting relationships. Often our isolationist society offers only vague, empty relationships. God wants us to have friends here on earth. Most of all, He wants us to be friends with Him!

God's Word tells us that a friend sticks closer than a brother, and that in order for one to be a friend, one must show themselves friendly (Proverbs 18:24). The question is: what type of friend do you desire to be?

Proverbs 18:19 in the New Living Translation says: "It's harder to make amends with an offended friend than to capture a fortified city. Arguments separate friends like a gate locked with iron bars." When we've offended a true friend - whether by breaking a trust or by speaking the truth with love - we risk losing that friendship. We must be careful not to break the trust. But when not speaking the truth will cause greater hurt in our friend's life, we must be willing to sacrifice our needs for those of our friend. That is true friendship.

If we sometimes offend a friend without meaning to, God's Word offers a solution. It's called forgiveness. There is no greater example than the love of God for us. It so great that He gave His only begotten Son, Jesus Christ, in order that our friendship with God might be restored. He did that in spite of the fact that we have offended Him deeply. We have disobeyed His commands, turned our backs on Him, and followed our own path. So the question remains: What type of friend do you want to be? True Christian friendship forgives.

Do you need a friend? God wants to be your true friend. Are you longing for companionship? God is always with you (Hebrews 13:5). Who do you know who needs a true friend today? God wants you to befriend others. He calls us to be His hands and feet in a world starving for true friendship.

I want to can rebuild my relationship with God and You-s. Anyone want to start a Genuine friendship? lol

why m i recalling memories....

2010-09-05T20:09:00.003+08:00

this pooh was misplaced long ago!
but it cos the "west" and "east" to meet.Sweet Memories ..

Today something happened. It can be view as good or bad, but it definitely hurts.
Relationship is so fragile/ unpredictable.
It can be gone just in one day yet might be build up again the next day, but isn't there scar?

the talk @ tamp1 n after was quite saddening, why did you believe the world that it was a tortured to you? why did you said that maybe the world was wrong,but not firmly admit that it was wrong! why did you side the world but not the God who love you!
why is my God denied in a way!!
why did you get touched by the world's word and believed you had suffered in the past.
a little we give in to the world, little lesser the God in us.
Where has passion for Him gone?

I was taking a nap just now, when i woke up,
I wish everything that happened from morning to tamp 1 was just a dream..
Now I'm awake , I need to face the reality with God.

Other then this, ECSS's flag day went out very well, I'm thankful for EC volunteers. Awesome helper! and Wonderful God who was with us! thank you God.

God still love me as much as He used today, even today, I lost my temper.
I need to forgive for God had forgiven me.
Give me the courage and strength to pass this test of Yours.
I will for You are with me!

2010-08-31T17:06:00.005+08:00

I wont suggest anything anymore.

His will

2010-08-23T21:15:00.005+08:00

To know what God's will.. first we need to know and keep ourselves update on what He is doing recently..

www.christianpost.com is a good place:)

I came across this interesting post!

View Unreached People of the Day

It's more than what it seem!

2010-08-22T22:12:00.005+08:00

Durain puff!

May God do a quick work in me so that I can be better for the better!

A much deeper reason for this trip to China

2010-08-22T21:27:00.004+08:00

I'm honored to be given a chance to go China!
Now, I know why I was sent there!
It was to "open the eye of my heart"
Thank God!

2010-08-10T13:25:00.002+08:00

It was u gals who given me the little strength to continue to move on! a little by little through faith
I tends to forget how blessed i was until I think of you gals!
I'm thankful that I was blessed with a group of princesses who works together for His kingdom!
God, Thank you for working in us!
let's your hands continues to work in us and churches:)

thank you!:)

It is more than a surface skin that you need to look at.

2010-07-20T15:18:00.005+08:00

Blinded with worldly love..once again.
How foolish are human being!
Foolish until a point of thinking they are wise..
The wise in human's eye is foolish in His Eye..
Let God be the judge.
Let the truth be the proof.
His Revival or The World?

It is more than just a surface skin that you need to look at.

out of town

2010-07-19T10:06:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I decided to go Malaysia with my mum and aunties....
The whole process was just eating n shopping..
But there is a special part in between all this process!!
They all went to temple... and one of my aunties cant go into due to the death of my uncle recently...
So I was left with her alone in the van..
Interesting part is she started asking me if I'm baptized.. and I took this opportunity to share with her about God.. Thank God, He given me wisdom to talk to her in her language!! :)

I got to know from her that there is a gal who came to her house to invite her for free lunch! according to her, she is a christian.. yet her heart is not open.. one of the reasons is because of the idol in her house! resisted to changes..

I believe this is very common in Singapore! Christian are ethus in sharing gospel yet Singaporean's heart are not ready yet! then We christian are discourage with all this experience!!

Hey Singapore Christian !! Dont give up!! We believed that seed are planned though we didn't see the fruit yet! Jiayou!

2010-07-09T13:45:00.002+08:00

The imperfection!

2010-07-08T20:18:00.002+08:00

The Xiao bai is currently hospitialized for at least 3 days.. :(

while

yoz xiaobai is sick! fever!

let's go sleep early!!

2010-07-05T21:23:00.003+08:00

Find the one who love you,
Dont let the lonely one find you!

I think the one who loved you once still waiting for you!

Anyway, guard my heart! It's none of my business in the end right God! :)

Air cant be felt,
The Air felt nothing.
Air need to go!
Let the Air go!

Random.

death note 3

2010-06-30T22:45:00.003+08:00

Some message from God is really out there for me!
My uncle passed away SUDDENLY after he had his coffee and fainted and... He is not close to me, but I still can feel the deep sadness in my cousins..
I believe it is a super shocking news for them, and tough for them to witness their dad fainted and die at home in front of them!

So now God what's the message for me? What's happening to this world? the world that you love so much? we really need You here! :)
Once again, how fragile is life!

Time is running fast, more ppl are dying yet not save! We need to be on our knee to pray more! Okay I'm out here to challenge myself on a mission! A impossible mission to eyes of many or maybe to me.. A mission to have self control and discipline! A mission where I will be fight with my flesh! When my flesh is pin down, then Holy Spirit can work more in me!

Less of me, more of you!

Today I read the" treasure hunt" about..

People out in this world are tired of listening to us talking about God, what they wanted is a true face to face true experience of God!

We need the "heaven" experience to be in this "earth"! :)

2010-06-28T10:40:00.002+08:00

My emotional caught me ..
I'm stuck with it now! I hope it is for awhile.
But Be JOYFUL, IRIS!

GOD will be the judge of all!
maybe it seem unfair..
on our side, we might need to learn a lesson on " humble".

2010-06-24T14:41:00.003+08:00

First time in my life, I felt so ashamed to be Singaporean..

I thought we are doing well til God spoke to us ytd night!

Revival is not just a short term feeling..
Remember this vision!
Cry out for it Singaporean!
Now we might be the last,
but the last shall be the 1st! in God's timing! :)

2010-06-20T14:30:00.002+08:00

A post to you who might not even drop by...

For all troubles I had created..

For all the arguments I had stirred..

For all the "never" understand situation..

For all the "Qi Hua" I had said..

Might be me having no much confident in myself than in you!

Might be the lack of communication we had!

Might be us being different...

I never knew my words hurt so much until It came back to me! though all along I didn't really meant it.. But when it came true....

How should you feel when someone said had nothing much to say to you? And really nothing said... and the distance is felt so strong yet it is declined by the other party..

no word can describe that feeling I had now!

I dont dare to do anything or say anymore cos I'm scared I will deepen the wound ...
If you are happy now, let the situation be...

We are just tired.... Will this far our distance??

2010-06-14T13:57:00.003+08:00

EMO?

what does EMO means to you?

Emo came from this word emotion.

Having emotion is good and normal..

Emo a short form of emotion, is now defined by younster as a feeling of having no feeling or mixed/ confused emotion....

the word itself has no harm but it is the thinking/ mindset of the youngster.
thus we have to change/ put in the right concept of emo in them.

never know if one day there is a trend coming n emo became a positive word.. which impact the youth generation...

Avoiding will never solve the problem but facing it! :)

so i still think EMO united is a cool name! and i will use one day!

2010-05-21T22:18:00.002+08:00

Have you ever felt bad.. because you did some stupid /careless mistake?
Felt sorry toward the ones who had some expectation on you ?

Recently I did a few mistakes at work..I was quite unhappy over myself, cos i was careless and overlooked at certain things..But if I cant take small mistake.. how can I take up bigger mistake next time right? Everything is still under control by God. and I was told Im not alone! :)

7 more days.. Everything will be over and I will grow up! and I m never alone throughout!! It is okay to have emotion but dont dwell in it too long! :)

2010-05-16T20:06:00.002+08:00

^{Have you ever..

dislike the way or behavior of someone... totally cant understand...wonder how can someone be so _______. <---- fill in the blank..

I had.. I really want say it all out... to be fair .. but I cant! I know God wont like it.. and no matter how lousy the character is to me.. Jesus still love everyone.. I cant judge..nor get back..}Matthew 5:38-44
³⁸"You have heard that it was said, 'Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.'^a]">[a] ³⁹But I tell you, Do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. ⁴⁰And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well

Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God's wrath, for it is written: "It is mine to avenge; I will repay,"[ 12:19 Deut. 32:35] says the Lord. (Romans 12:19)

So then, each of us will give an account of himself to God. (Romans 14:12)

Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus... (Romans 8:1)

So let put down every negative thought of us to God.. and move on.. :) Our God will settle for us! :) move on!

Sometimes, I forget how I was blessed!

2010-05-15T23:01:00.005+08:00

Im blessed with a group of supportive Princesses....

a group that love me.. though I didnt do much..

blessed with friends... who truly loyal and cares...

one who is sweet...

and silly..

I love them all.

Most imptly, A Greatest Love of all.. God who love and healed me..
He heard our prayer and healed my knee within a day

when doctor said that it takes 4 ot 5 days or even a week to recover!

Thankyou! :)

Let Your love keep falling!

A test from Facebook! :)

2010-05-15T22:55:00.004+08:00

Dear Tris Loh, you have drawn your house. Here is the analysis:
웃 : Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader.
웃 : You are a freedom lover and a strong person.
웃 : You are shy and reserved. You always want to live alone.
웃 : You are very tidy person.
웃 : Your life is always full of changes.
웃 : You will avoid being alone,
웃 : and seek the company of others whenever possible.
웃 : You love excitement and create it wherever you go.
웃 : You always have plans on your mind.
웃 : You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.
웃 : You added a flower into your drawing.
웃 : The flower signifies that you long for love.
웃 : We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate.
웃 : You don't think much about yourself.

2010-05-10T22:28:00.003+08:00

Wait upon the Lord

Psalms 27:14 Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.

Isaiah 40:31 But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.

Many things are out of my range to control, Let my heart wait upon the Lord alone. :)

love package

2010-05-03T23:21:00.002+08:00

HL n her love package! :)

I had my love package too from Serene delievered to my house!

It was sweet to have someone trying to feel how you felt and came to cheer you up.
felt sorry for comin late.

anyway, HIS LOVE is in the air...

2010-04-18T20:52:00.009+08:00

it's time for some blogging.... for memories....:)

Just came back from Taiwan!

A unique trip, A special combination, An unforgettable experience!

everywhere is my friend, Panda..

haha!

We went alot of places, night markets..theme park.. let's the photos tell the story! (facebook)

I love the church service and Prayer meeting most... the sharing of Pastor chow clear my doubt on my passion! I found it now and clear about which way I should be going :) I also love the part of every night prayin for each other and doing stretching together.. And I did enjoy staying at hotel on day 8 !

Every little effort in entertaining and taking care of me is appreciated.

thank you, trouble! from shut up!

thank you God for everything throughout the trip..

And

also fulfilling this little dream for me!

2010-04-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

bye people! :)

be back on 13/4/2010

2010-04-01T21:45:00.002+08:00

I think i had nothing to say too!
Trying and Pretending I had.
I m looking forward to tomorrow yet not Monday!

Dear Monday,
I'm not ready. Please come later!

Unknown

2010-04-01T18:39:00.000+08:00

2010-03-31T22:37:00.004+08:00

Chatting with my ah ma now while blogging..

I think it is really in me.

I hope to do something for her.

Anyway, I was always looking and waiting a miracle every time, but it seems to be the same.

maybe it will never happened.

Every time, I hope and pray that the answer will be different, it will be less of a self.. but the answer was always around itself.

maybe i had high expectation, but it is just a bit less of a self and more responsible act.

Forget it!
Maybe It is will be the only few same old expected answer I will get forever!

Miracle !
Tell me it will come!

2010-03-28T23:39:00.002+08:00

A new beginning of life.
A breakthrough.
Preserve all the way

2010-03-27T22:02:00.002+08:00

a little dream coming true soon!
it didnt come easy.

today our cell went to kanji farm!
I enjoyed n wished i stayed on to have fun
but i want do well in every areas in what task God had given me.
anyway, a new season a new vision! :)
are you ready to be really hunger for God?

2010-03-21T19:28:00.002+08:00

If there is a single day, I start gumbling about Life!

Please remind me that You are good!

If trail is here,

pls tell me You had overcome it for me!

I dunno why, but God is really workin among us! I believe it is not that we are doing well with Him but it was becuase we prayed!

1st chin heng is openin up himself to God! 2nd peisuan went chc! her bf is from chc!

As we prayed, I believed God are leading our cell to a special direction!

It was our united spirit in Christ that provided us with a power to move on!

each support for each other is rare and great!

I'm thankful for you all!

I believe it is going to be impactful ! I'm excited! Are you ? princesses!

Keep praying, dont give up!!

Warrior princess!!

2010-03-04T23:51:00.002+08:00

Im glad ..I said it out finally! and S was alright with it... :)
thank for being so understanding..
and understood how I felt.

2010-03-03T22:37:00.003+08:00

This few days, time was spent well with S. though currencies were lost. It was up and down, cos S's feeling was up and down.. which made me helpless. But God was in control. I decided to be truthful and thought of another suggestion to compensate her:) good suggestion joi! thanks! I didnt want to hurt S, cos she told me this, u must eat healthy, u need to execrise once a week, I will remind u.. and I m willing to do whatever sport u want together! For this I had decided to be truthful, cos of her yi qi!

Proverbs 11:3 - "Honesty guides good people; dishonesty destroys treacherous people."

2010-03-03T22:22:00.004+08:00

Everything should be said was said.
If it is only when it is said, then it was done.
It might be too tiring..

If it is good enough then let it be.
the truth will speak itself overtimes.
ever will you be there 1st.. before told or said?
asking for too much? ever that little much was given?
so when busyness pop up or things,
everything must make it way aside?
maybe.

For now..
I will enjoyed myself with whom there..
when thing got real,
it might not be able to get it way back.

Bear one another’s burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ. —Galatians 6:2

2010-02-25T17:42:00.003+08:00

3 坚心倚赖你的，你必保守他十分平安，因为他倚靠你。

以賽亞書 26

Are we doing everything for God?

Doing everything for Him on our own way But For Him?

We always tend to say we are doing this and that for God.. but is it in the way He want it ?

Let's go a higher level!

Do it with Him now!

Work with Him For Him :)

2010-02-22T12:10:00.002+08:00

Do we know when we are using self effort?

when we become competitive, envious, jealous ...etc..

that's the moment when we have to stop and repent!
And leaving all at His feet and Trust Him.

¹ He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High
will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.

² I will say of the LORD, "He is my refuge and my fortress,
my God, in whom I trust."

Psalm 91:1-2

2010-02-20T23:40:00.003+08:00

As Carrie was praying for us..

God said... Just wait upon Me..

"Therefore wait upon Me, says the Lord." Zephaniah 3:8

In praying, we are often occupied with ourselves, with our own needs, and our own efforts in the presentation of them. In waiting upon God, the first thought is of the God upon whom we wait. God longs to reveal Himself, to fill us with Himself. Waiting on God gives Him time in His own way and divine power to come to us. Before you pray, bow quietly before God, to remember and realize who He is, how near He is, how certainly He can and will help. Be still before Him, and allow His Holy Spirit to waken and stir up in your soul the child-like disposition of absolute dependence and confident expectation.

Wait on God till you know you have met Him; prayer will then become so different. And when you are praying, let there be intervals of silence, reverent stillness of soul, in which you yield yourself to God, in case He may have something He wishes to teach you or to work in you.

by Andrew Murray (known as one of the greatest men of prayer)

2010-02-19T22:37:00.002+08:00

If we are more truthful and shared how we felt on what we had went through

thing wont turn out to be like that..

But

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him,who have been called according to his purpose.

Romans 8:28

2010-02-19T18:03:00.003+08:00

Gives and Takes

I thought it is good/ better for you to spend more time with your long never met up friends.

you took 4 hours to reply me yet not given me the answer.

If you get back to me earlier, I had no gone so far. I should have go bedok library. I had planned my time and evening ...

Still i need to ask for an answer! As if i begged for one! spare a thought , though u are enjoyin yourself. thankyou!

In your anger do not sin; when you are on your beds,
search your hearts and be silent.
Offer right sacrifices
and trust in the LORD. Palsm 4:4-5

Stay postive! Plan your day well!

2010-02-19T16:16:00.002+08:00

I had been finding this since last year.. Im kinda of miss them and their teaching on God..I know they played a part in spiritual growth.. :)

Temption! But Fear not!

2010-02-19T14:13:00.003+08:00

"Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation.

The spirit is willing, but the body is weak."

Mark 14:38

This world is becoming... everywhere you go there is temption, any moment, a sinful sin can be spot! Do we follow them, doing what is norm to this world yet sinful in eye of God.? I wish i can just stay at home with my God, worshipping Him. did you have such thought before! But We cant!

No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it.
—1 Corinthians 10:13

Ya there is so many temptations! my spirit is willing and wanted to so much to do to please God. yet my body is so so weak! Oh Lord, teach me the way out! Guide me! for I want to be righteous in You!

For because he himself has suffered when tempted, he is able to help those who are being tempted.

Hebrew 2:18

This verse encouraged me! For what i faced and went through, it is not for vain! It is for a purpose! though I may fail, but I never give up! You cant too!

2010-02-18T15:25:00.001+08:00

Do you want to be used by God?

I want!

Then Obey Him wholeheartedly!

2010-02-18T00:22:00.000+08:00

Write your plans in pencil and let God have the eraser.

2010-02-12T11:02:00.002+08:00

It happened just like 8 years ago when I spoke the truth that Im a christian!

that's feeling and incident after, I wont wanted to have it.

But the fact is.

Ya I know. It is tough.

Where's my heart? I need to find it back soon.

2010-02-09T14:42:00.002+08:00

Anyway, finally I finished my project and presentation ytd!

It was tough and stressful

but it is over!

I need to learn to be more balance in time,

i spent in different ministries which God had given me!

I had a distress supper with big smelly,

the double shot coffee was good!

my next term, which last one, it will be challenge ! 4 subjects!

Time mangament !

God's big plan waiting ahead for me! It's coming I can felt it..

I think I need to call off the plan....

2010-02-08T00:14:00.002+08:00

Choose not to be effected so i deleted away the post.

read or didnt does not matter anymore.

Since that day you told me, i had been thinking about it and what you really mean.

i think this time around,

let you be right ba.

not going to fight for it anymore.

Since. so. let it be.

2010-02-06T23:59:00.006+08:00

I wasn't feeling what i suppose to feel.

I dunno why.

Grant me the courage and I will leave.

the season is over!

Today cell was great from the very start until the end! The work of Holy spirit was there!

Thank God!

Thank You princesses!

Today, i learnt glory hoop, I dunno why when i heard what they shared are those modal answer! other than that i enjoyed myself in the lesson but feeling abit guilty.

just a by-product from a post exam baking session?!?!

sf(V)?!

no matter what it is, i appreciated it.

sometimes, i rather be dumb.

sometimes, I wish I can trust and believe again!

sometimes, i wish 3 years ago de wo men hai shi wo men!

2010-02-04T19:57:00.000+08:00

I want to truthful to my feeling..

hiding nomore!

2010-02-03T23:03:00.003+08:00

Today Princess 1st prayer meeting! :)

I'm hungry!

I tried to convince myself! it's all about the mind!

So I make my physical hunger to a spiritual hunger for God. (mentally)

I know myself, I'm weak.

That's why im very careful of where i go this time!

I want to extend this hunger for more of God for at least one more day!

When you are physically hungry, it is hard mentally!

Ya! I m hungry! God I need you!

Anyway, i enjoyed the session though there are funny moments! haha.

I love the last part where we are given Milo to drink! dont get me wrong! It's not about the Milo!

It is how sweet yj was to prepare milo for us, knowin how we might feel after praying!

oh ya as what jy said my prophesy are coming true! it is really! another youth pm coming up!

Im excited!Are you?

but im busy this week! esp on weekend!!! Packed with things and project.

No time for mentees! I will make it back for you soon!

2010-02-02T17:05:00.005+08:00

On the acutal day, I touched again! by one smelly.. hahah thank for playing arcade with me ! haha

then I headed to have a dinner at sukiya ( oh not with smellys!!) it was nice! i ate beef.. and i didnt have the side effect i always had! I purposely want to eat cos i want to proclaim that i m no longer be affect by beef!

Then walked around..and slacked at coffee club..at there i received from God something I wanted! (refer to 29 jan post) I got it ! im so happy (very very very very very ) and touched by God..what He had did! I know it is a dream from God.. Thank you for allowing it to happen! thank you my sweet friend! you really given something nothing can be bought!

in this birthday, I really touched by God's love for me! It is like overflowing! It is like surprise after another! Everything fall in place! I got a "lamp" I used to read my book n bible! no more excuse! it is just nice for my bed. THANK YOU everyone! Thankyou GOD!

My Princesses , YML , and smelly .. rabbit head...

2010-02-02T16:34:00.008+08:00

It was a surprise! like what xy said, it is beyond word can describe, it definitely encouraged me with all the love each had showered me! I appreciate each contribution to this surprise . sorry for making you guy wait for me! :) haha

The deco i like it very much.. cos it is colorful and I like the "hanging" feeling! I saw something similiar and i told one of smelly i like it! :) I wish i can stay there to enjoy it...

the notes touches my heart.. when i was reading.. i.. haha

as what you all had wish

once again thanks gals! Love ya!

2010-02-01T00:14:00.002+08:00

To many, i might be "smart" as in I can detect "unusual things" happening easily! Ya I'm!
But I'm easily touched! Cos my heart feels the hard work put behind the scene! Cos i did it before! I understand! so I'm touched! I don't look for scale or whatever but I feel the heart where the truth of a soul comes. every little details, thoughts and efforts count, i appreciated it all... I had too much to say...

Where do i start from?
To this group of gals whom , i grew up with spiritually, mentally, emotionally in this 3 years!
no matter they are news or old, they are special and put a role in my growth. And to my 1 month old baby princess!!!

I had alot to say, but i dunno where to start! need to understand, I really happy about what had happened but it's ached to see peoples putting effort and working hard for me! that why i stood in to appreciated it. If i given a choice, i will stay in.

I know God has it planned for a purpose. I thought i didnt deserve anything, i didnt do much for those ppl. Im still learning very hard.. God still blessed with all this efforts of theirs!

God really taught me something very very impt through this surprises! this truth with life experience will really go with me for lifetime! You reap what you planted! It is really very powerful!

2010-01-31T17:09:00.002+08:00

Times flies too fast!

I gonna catch up soon!

heading to Peisuan birthdat party soon! :)

Im happy for many got baptised today!! Thank God for leading! :)

2010-01-28T23:34:00.003+08:00

Im happy to have a group of supportive sisters around..
helping me whenever i need!
the supports are impt!
Thank sun, for helping me today!, always! and ur best friend too! my emo friend! haha
thank my still cell leader, Zl, boss, for helping!
Thank QQ for always secretly supporting and encouraging me!
Thank you for allowing me to share with you through msg today!! Im always encouraged by you!
Thank Princesses! you all are great! :) always ready to support my ideas! All so cute n special!!
Thank yujie! I know and felt you are always mo mo de supporting me! my ideas! your support and what you contributed is impt! :)
Ya Im thankful, God!

Thankyou for everything and everyone!
Love ya all!
I believe with all this support and encourage,
I can dream bigger and move farer
WE can work together to touch more lives for God!! :) (dont care which cell)

holy Spirit work in our lives!
Im more motivated now!

2010-01-28T18:03:00.002+08:00

Ya, it should be over,
but when it was mentioned about it... ouch!
Ya, i went through the feeling... but not ready to break the news to the other two excited ones!
they goin to through the same feeling like me???

Can i dont to this to them?

what other choices do i have? or can we just go on our plan??!! it gonna be the best present for feb man! Anyway, i dont expect too much la.... dont dream it wont happened!

2010-01-25T23:03:00.002+08:00

you said, maybe ah bang pastor's prophesy is coming true..
I think Anderson pastor's prophesy is a fact..

"None understand.. all left..."
" laughing and joking with friends..within no one knows"

You might be the one!
But will you or I do something to this prophesy or let it happened just as it is?

Anyway, ppl, im not emo or affected! just pondering..
Just within a day, it is enough, need a place to recover from all this..
the best place is back to God.

2010-01-24T21:35:00.003+08:00

Money is more impt or a man of his word?

A trust that money cant buy!

My belief is being a woman of her word is more impt!

Trust is build through all this.

Money is impt to the world but not really to me!

ya i need money but i know my God will provide.

HE's my bank.

A Trust A Promise gone.

Say it and Do it!

2010-01-24T19:59:00.002+08:00

Another Vision! with same outcome!
more princesses are really coming on their way!

Im happy through Pastor bob! I know we are on the right track! :)
Thank you, God! :)

I want to learn to " Stop" and do the right thing.. be in the right standing with God.
I don't want to limit myself in His kingdom! There are alot to dream in His Kingdom!
I learnt something impt! Filled by holy spirit is important..
but most impactful is holy spirit living in you and His power on you!

2010 has to be different!
But I need to be different 1st!

2010-01-20T01:01:00.001+08:00

Dont talk about what make me stupid!

my back!

2010-01-20T00:10:00.001+08:00

i dunno if i m right or wrong or emotional!

But

Wo kan bu xia qi le!

no comment!

kingdom 1st!!

keep smile and believing..

2010-01-19T23:51:00.001+08:00

Sitting or standing...

It aches..

What should i do now!

2010-01-17T22:55:00.001+08:00

I think i got it wrongly!!
should be

Touching Heart, Changing Lives!

2010-01-17T22:45:00.002+08:00

The second week of the year 2010!

God's work is here among us!

Im excited

and thank God for everything you did for us to boost our faith in You!!

Ya! just keep praying and God will make His way for us!

I see it coming! did you??

As God prepared and provided!

let us not be distracted from what He had given to us!

but keep our eyes on Him not His blessing!

He is still here with us leading even if one day there is no longer a visible blessing or God's work among us!

If we dont see it, it does not mean that it is not happening!!

Our duty is pray n do..

As for result let leave to Him!!

Never Give up!!

We gonna rock the Kingdom!!

2010-01-14T23:11:00.002+08:00

I did my part!

The rest I cant control!

I had a great time over past two days!

Cos my time is well spent!

Met up with HL ytd night! It was a good fellowship! shared alot

Today met up with togetherNess for Lina's birthday! haha

Tmr we are goin to chill up at late night again! it's for Sel's birthday!

anyway we are blessed with drivers to drive us around..

hahah wonder what the birthday gal going to bring us ! :)

It came to a point of time!

ya I will agree that it'll never be the same!

with one part working.

No more all that!

dont treasure..

It will be gone!

simple! :)

Touching Lives, Changing Heart.

2010-01-13T17:46:00.002+08:00

Advertising or Social Work

I took a case management course at NCSS on mon and tues..

It is interesting yet the theories are alien to me!

My plan was to continue studying Social Work after graduate!

The struggle came on Mon after my class (advertising ) at night!

Cos Jason ( my leaturer) brought his friend, Alfred to class to share with us!

So he shared alot about advertising industries..

Very tempting yet the dream to be an advertiser seem so far!

He said we must give it a chance by giving the 1st step!

So Now!

Where should i start after i graduate?

I'm at the cross junction again!

I need some time to find the direction where leads me to my destination!

2010-01-09T22:15:00.003+08:00

Hope that the impact was there!
From the start to the end God was there!
The deco was fun..
The game was icebreaking.. cos Princesses' hearts were opened. And it is a fun game!
The worship with two unexperience guitarists were great! Cos It was from the heart!
The sharing hope it wil be impactful too!
Overall, Im thankful cos God was there and supporting Princesses.. With King without Princesses, it wont work well.. neither the other way! So ya Both form the Princess cell! :)

Jiayou gals.. the battle had started.. :)

Impactly we will go out with His love overflowing!

2010-01-09T09:36:00.003+08:00

Today 9 jan has arrived.

It seem like a dream.

But it is here.

I welcome it with open arms!

Thank you, God, my King, I know you are in charge and you know my desire of my heart!

So here I give it all to you!

Please Lead it today.

It is Your show time Holy Spirit!

I'm glad that before starting,

I noticed that princesses are very ethus! Im excited!

And I cant imagine that yuhan did this.. and this time around she is very serious, she put alot of effort in preparing.. :) Good job Princess Han. ( tell you all what she did later! )

even before, the cell started, I believe it gonna be a good start kick!

Cos it is about heart and leadin by attitude!

I believe God can feel it too!

I know God told me this! be excited! Cos He had planned alot of surprises for us which never ever imagine nor eye ever seen!.....So ya! BE EXCITED!!

THE KINGDOM is EXPANDING SOON! We gonna rock the Kingdom! :)

KINGDOM 1st!

no longer the normal way but IMPACTFUL way!

2010-01-07T21:08:00.002+08:00

This few days, it was quite busy but it seem so aimless... as if i lost so much currencies!!

yet i know it is necessary.

hope can start work in the center soon!! +.+

I ended up at a familiar place..

familiar seat..

2010-01-06T21:48:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, .. always.. i wonder whatever i do is it right?

Will God be happy with what i did...

I struggled.

Whenever, i need to be saying something opposite of others.

I hate to disagree with other..

but I cant let a right point i had to be silent in my mind...

I wonder if i was wrong once...

Why cant i be silent .

2010-01-04T10:13:00.005+08:00

If it is what you wish.. so I will let it be...

If it is so fragile that just a couple of changes will destroy it.. so be it..

It is far too deep, I cant understand though i tried.

If it is really so easily replace...but i doubt so.

dont misread the lines.

Life might be very different!

It will be tougher!

but no matter what, I never give up,

you will be sure, I'll be there when you need.

I'll wait and give,

until the day you see it once again.

+ promised